AGE 21

GOT ENGAGED TO JEWISH MALCOLM HART FROM ST MARTINíS ART SCHOOL IN SOHO, LONDON. VERY SOHISTICATED, VERY SEXY, EXTREMELY HANDSOME. FIRST BOY IíD EVER SEEN NAKED. HE SHOWERED BEFORE WE GOT INTO BED. NO SEX. I WAS THOUGHT TO BE FRIGID. SUFFERING FROM VAGINISMUS. BROKEN ROMANCE. ISSUES WITH FATHERíS ANTI-SEMITISM. OBTAIN BA DEGREE. IN FINE ART.

WORK UNDER THE PALACE PIER IN BRIGHTON, SAVE ENOUGH CASH (BY SELLING MY OWN EARRINGS) TO HOLIDAY IN PARIS WITH JUDY. MEET MULTI-MILLIONAIRE IN NIGHT CLUB, SPEND THE  NIGHT IN THE GEORGE CINQ HOTEL WITH AMERICAN ROBERT (JACK CARSON LOOK-ALIKE, FROM THE FIRST DORIS DAY MOVIE,  ďITíS MAGICĒ). REFUSE TO HAVE SEX. HE TRIES TO BRIBE ME WITH DIAMONDS, I REFUSE POLITELY. HITCH A ROAFSIDE LIFE FROM DAIMLER WITH JUDY FROM A MEMBER OF THE FT=RENCH GOVERNMENT. ~COULD HAVE BEEN DE GAULLE. TAKEN TO DINE AT VERSAILLE.. DROPS US AT WHISKY A GOGO. PEOPLE THINK IíM ELIZABETH TAYLOR. TAKEN BY WEALTHY INDUSTRIALIST TO A LESBIAN CLUB , HIGHLY SOPHISTICATED. DANCE WITH LADIES DRESSED IN BOYISH STYLE. ONE IS POINTED OUT AS THE GIRLFRIEND OF THE FASHION DESIGNER CHANEL. RATHER EXCITING FOR JUDY AND I. ON FINAL MORNING HAVE BREAKFAST DATE WITH HANDSOME OFFICER MET WHILST WE WERE OGLING NURYEVE, THE RUSSIAN BALLET DANCER IN A FUR COAT ON THE CHAMPS ELY'S. HAVE REFUSED SEX ALL THROUGH HOLIDAY. WHILST JUDY HAS ENJOYED LOSING HER VIRGINITY.  SPENT THE REST OF THE TIME IN PARIS SOAKING UP

FRENCH IMPRESSIONIST PAINTING IN THE GALLERIES. GLORIOUS!